TH~Dann SpringIch F?r Dich

You're an idiot? Aint those words, So very poetic? Suppose not, hunni, Suppose you see now, I didn't like it either. Something in me, Is still whishing, That something in you, Loves me? You're so handsome, The smile, Making a girl melt, The eyes, no words! Just all of you, I wish you were mine. Even when you: Make fun of me, Turn me into a game, You play with friends, Wanna make me cry, You push me so damn far. You push me ?round, Sing songs to me, Songs just to hurt me, You spread rumours. And I, I'm still in love! I bet, if it was my friend, This was happening to, I'd tell her to give it up, And get the hell away, But I'm myself, You're still you, An I, I'm still in love, with you?

aww! could that girl be me??? oh crap! it can't.. cuz my hands aren't beautiful *breaks down crying* WHY??? LMAO, thabnk you so much for sharing this!

if you are Christian, and easily offended, stop reading right away! this is not made to, in any way say anything about religion, at least it's not meant to offend.... here is "Holy" ____________________________ Maybe I can't get to heaven, Cuz I'm a biatch. Maybe Paradise aint for me, Cuz I'm a whore? Maybe god will hate me, Cuz I once said: I hate him too. I don't do drugs, I do not drink. On the outside, I'm saved, On the inside? I'm doomed. I paint myself black, Tear my own wings, I'll never be an angel, And if so, I'll be an angel of death. If I wish to die, I'll die, without help, From any force but my own, It should be my choice. So don't pray for me, Don't you dare, Unfold those hands dear, If you love me. I'm a liar, Mostly to myself, Can't you see, I never make sense.

hello, I think it was in 2005 it was popular, at least over here in Denmark, I can't reaslly remember much of the song, nor who sang it, other than he wasn't so know, still isn't, here at last... in the song he sang somethign with "innocent" I remember this song cuz in some way it reminded me of Mike this may be a loooong shot, but thank you in advance!

thank you so mcuh for sharing this! aww they are so cute! man Twins sure are special! and these even more! woot why do I always fall in love twins? seriously, most of teh guys I fall for has an identical twin!

Why do you blame me, shouldn't you love me. How can you say, The bullies were right. how do you think it feels, to have your fears, proven true, by someone like you. From you, I expected, comfort, to be understood. And what do you do, yell accusingly at me. Why can't you see, It was thee, who broke me down, not me. I live in fear, to see him again, yet I know, I will today. My heart is cramping, I think you can see it, but you never mind. What do I do. who do I turn to, if not to you, mother.

woot! OMG this was awesoemly cool!

I wanna thank you, For kissing me goodnight, And when I was lonely: Holding me tight. You were always there, When I needed someone, Some one to trust, You did more than anyone. I know you loved me, It was so easy to see, I felt it in the night, The feeling held me tight. There is a saying, Love has to hurt, Before it turns good, But this was never the case. If not for you, I'd be gone, so long ago, My mental pain, Had taken over me. You were only in my dreams, But you know what, You sewed together All the seems You made me a blanket, Of love, to tug in, When I was alone, Left behind again.

You dare to let us see, You cry, breaking down, Right in front of us. That's how strong you are, One of the strongest persons, I know at least? You can go on a stage, In front of a whole country, All gathered to see if you, Finally do something wrong. But you keep your head high, Yet you let your emotions out. I have seen you smile, Walking out of a courtroom, What could've been your doom, You send out a victory sign, That's what I call being strong. And then you tell, You couldn't have made it through, If not for the support, But one thing do I know, You had made it on your own! To me you're an idol, I wish I was like you, In more than one way! But no matter what I do, How hard I work, You're always 2 steps ahead.

check it out... rock'n'roll baby!

I wanna write you a song, That would say everything, I can not say. But I can't find the words, Nothing will come to me, That can describe your beauty. I can sit here, with a pen, And a picture of you, Thinking of what to write, That'd do you justice. I feel funny inside, Normally I'd spit out songs, But now I'm mute.

No, I aint never coming back, No more? Not to you, dear, no way! With you, Baby, I felt so strangled. Now when I'm free, Free at least, I'll run till my feet, Tells me to stop I felt so strangled. Maybe you'll miss me, Maybe you won't. I can't care, honey, I gotta get away, I felt so strangled. Just a thought of you, A scent like yours, Stop my breath, Stop my heart; I felt so strangled. I felt like in a spider's web, Waiting for a monster To come ?n eat me, Slowly digest me, I felt so strangled. Now I'm miles away, From everything, I couldn't handle. Am I free at last? I felt so strangled.

My heart is hurting, Like a muscle, used too much. My heart has been used, In more than one way; Take this pain away. My heart has been left, Then drowned in salty tears, Burning like pure acid, Making my heart cramp. Take this pain away. My heart has been abused. It loved my mother, Who never loved me back. How can it ever trust again? Take this pain away. My heart is cold, Just like a rock of ice. Every time it beats, I feel an icing pain, Take this pain away. My heart has been broken, Before it was even whole. Don't tell me a story, Of heartaches, I know it all. Take this pain away. Don't touch my heart, If you do, you'll leave me, I know it so well, Just like everyone else. Take this pain away. One of these days, I'll stop its beat, Let it rest, forever. It will be a delighted sigh. Take this pain away.

I told them, I love you. I told them I didn't care, What they had to say. Then I told them, Please respect me, or I'll be gone. Then they told me, Everything about you, From their point of view. About your nose, hair, eyes, Your skin, your sexuality. I defended you, telling them, What I've always seen as truth. I proved them all wrong, And yet, they didn't believe me, What did I have to do? But yet I never hid it, My love to you, It was all over my stuff. I was too proud, maybe too much. They got more reasons to hate me? All the hate, shame they put on me. Made me fight for my right! And this day, It's a part of me, Who I am. In the darkest night, You are my light! In the deepest ocean, You'll be my air. You are always in my heart.

Why do I love you? Because you are young? Because you are a man? Because you're a 6 months older? Or simply, because you are: you! Why do I love you? I keep on thinking, Trying to figure out, Why it is you of all. Are you the one I want? Why do I love you? My friends ask too. You are such a rebel, Wearing makeup and all, But they forget, I am too.

part 43 ______________________ ?Mrs Jackson?? a voice said, she didn't care to look at the person who had just come in. ?Don't call me that? she replied tiredly. ?I'm sorry? the male voice replied softly. She took a deep breath and looked at the flowers; she studied one of the tulips. ?How are you?? he asked closing the door behind him. ?Tired? was her one word reply to that. ?Oh Jody? he sighed, standing in front of the flowers. ?Why can't I see them?? she said to him, looking at his face, her eyes filled up with tears. He sat down on the bed and held her hand tight. He dried her tears with the back of the other hand. ?Soon you can, the doctors told me? he said comfortingly. ?I'm just so scared Michael? she said still crying, her body was trembling a bit. ?They are fine! We have to trust the doctors? Michael said nicely, she nodded. ?I know, I know? it's just hard? she said, he could feel her pain. They sat like that for a while, in silence, just looking at each other. Jody jumped as the door opened. A nurse in wooden shoes came in. ?Good evening Mrs Jackson, I'm gonna take you to see your sons now? she said, sounding almost too nice. A new tear left Jody's eyes. ?Are you serious?? she asked in disbelief ?Yes I am, now I'll help you in the wheelchair? she said, still with her ?hi I'm nice' tune. She helped Jody in the wheel chair and Michael followed them as the nurse was pushing the wheelchair in front of her, she opened a door and helped Jody inside, she stopped in front of 2 incubators. She let out a gasp looking at the 2 baby boys, she looked up at Michael. ?they, they're so beautiful? she let out with tears in her eyes, they were awake, moving a little. He laid a hand on her shoulder and looked at them. ?are they identical?? he asked the nurse she nodded. ?yes they are? she was looking at them as well. ?but this one is the strongest, try to put in your hand and feel how he'll squeeze your finger? she said nicely gesturing towards the incubator with the green blanket. Jody put her hand in and gently touched her son. He reached out his hand to her and grabbed her finger. A little tear left her eye. She could feel how strong he was. ?He's gonna be a weightlifter? she said with a smile, this moment felt so magical. After a while he let go of her and she stroke his little head gently and stuck out her hand again. ?I'm afraid this one isn't as strong as his brother, but don't worry about that? the nurse said moving Jody closer to the other one. She stuck her hand in again, he responded to her touch and turned his head to look at her, he smiled. He too grabbed her finger but Jody could feel he was not half as strong as his brother. ?I bet he'll be an artist then? she said moved. ?Hey big man, promise me one thing!? she told the baby. ?Don't ever make mommy this scared again? Michael put his hand on her shoulder and played with her hair. ?You can touch them too? the nurse told Michael, he did just the same. ?I'll leave you here if you're okay? the nurse said, they nodded, too moved to say anything. Jody got up slowly and flung her arms around Michael. ?I'm so happy? she said with tears of happiness. They both turned to look at the boys. ?I'm a father again? he said holding her hand. They met in a kiss. Maja, are you coming to bed? yeah sure, in a minute! good! When are you done with the damn novel of yours? I just finished it Michael! The End

Underneath it all, There's a man I love, A man I need. Do you understand. I could care less, For how much jewellery, You can afford. Or the fancy clothes, You always wear. Not even the makeup, Boy don't worry. Don't dress up for me. I want you naked, But don't get me wrong. What I mean is honesty. And don't you dare, To buy me a necklace, Instead of saying: I love you. All I want is you, The man underneath. Some people will say, I'm in love with your music, Your look, or even, Something as greedy as record sales.

this poem is in no way fiction, yet I do wish it was, it's about my mothers uncles wife, it does sound far out, I know, but she was like the grandmother I never had, she is ill with cancer in more parts of her body. the doctors are a bit optimistic, but she is not sure... __________________________ Is there a second chance? Will I see you again? Feel you hug me? Can I ever, See your grey hair again? Will I ever hear you voice, Soothingly, sweet, ever so caring? What about your laughter, Filling up ones heart. Don't you dare to die on me! They can tell me; You lived a long life, Fulfilling life. But you aint a cat. I love you more than that. Please promise me, You'll fight! I know you are scared. You won't tell me, Or anyone else But you know what? We feel it. You are so sure, You'll die this time. Why are you so sure? You always gave, So much to everyone. And what can I do, To pay you back. For the simple thing you gave me Love? I feel so useless. Last time I saw you Lying in a bed Tired, yet smiling. You got up to hug me. And when I left you, I told you: ?till we meet?. But what if we don't? I don't believe in god, But I believe in angels. If the day comes, And you leave us. May they take you.

part 42 __________________ Jody was 9 months pregnant now, her belly was huge. She was lying on the couch with a blanket over her. The TV was on, a tennis match. Now and again her eyes closed for a while. ?Hey? Michael said coming in with a big mug of hot chocolate. She sat up and got it from him his hands smiling at him. She took a sip. ?Who's winning, Williams or Williams?? he asked sitting down on an armchair. She smiled at him with her eyes too. ?I keep falling asleep? she told him. ?Don't worry? he said caressing her cheek with his soft hand. ?I can't believe how beautiful you are? he told her sincerely. ?I'm not half as beautiful as those sisters? she pointed at the screen. ?Especially not now? she giggled. He smiled at her and looked up at the screen ?Don't be silly, you beat both of them 10 fold!? he told her ?I was just testing? she said giggling, she sipped some more of her chocolate. ?Oh you? he laughed. ?But Mikey? this is driving me nuts? she said and sighed. ?What is?? he asked sweetly ?Waiting, constantly waiting? she said tired. ?every day that passes makes me so worried? she said as she put the mug on the table. ?It's just a week? he said comfortingly. ?It feels like a whole year? she said and closed her eyes. ?You see it'll be over soon? he said just as Venus won ?You go girl!? Jody exclaimed. Michael giggled. ?I haven't told you this before? she said turning serious again. ?but birth complications run in my mothers family? she explained. ?That doesn't have to mean anything? he comforted her ?I was so close to be born dead, and it was a miracle that I survived my first year of life?? she said ?But you did, remember that!? Michael pointed out. ?True? it's just? she sighed ?I thought twins were supposed to come early? she said worried. ?Maybe they're just lazy? he said, Jody giggled at that ?Oh gosh! Then what will they be like when they become teenagers!? she exclaimed. ?We'll raise them better than that? he said. The look in her eyes changed and she started feeling around her belly. ?What is it?? he asked, now it was him to worry. ?I think it's time? she said calm, she was smiling widely. He shot up. ?What are we gonna do?? he asked confused. ?We'll go to the hospital, but you aint driving? she laughed. ?Why not?? he asked. ?I'd much rather have both of my babies on this couch than drive with you? she said smiling. ?And why's that?? he asked. ?I know you've got a license and all that? but with you behind the wheel I never feel safe? she explained. ?Like you can drive? he said she laughed at him ?I know I can't drive, but I think you need to find someone to rive for us? she said getting slowly up from the couch on her own, she had a hand on her back. ?Why?? he asked, he couldn't think straight she felt a contraction coming ?NOW!? she screamed, he shot out of the door to find someone. He came back and helped her out to the car. On the ay to the hospital he was caressing the palm of her hand, he gently kissed her cheek. Jody lay in a ward alone, supposed to be asleep and rest after a tough birth. There were no babies in the room, just a huge bucket of yellow flowers, it knocked on the door.

Hear me When I scream Hear me? I lay here Crying Crying like a child Are my tears Useless Wasted Since I'm crying For love And love I'll never get Hear me When I scream Hear me? I lay here Singing a song To lull myself to sleep Like I've done A thousand times Before? And yet It won't calm me down Are you listening Hear me When I scream Hear me? When I scream And beat my pillow So soaking wet With my own tears It's a scream Of desperation But it's dying out In the thick night Strangling me too Hear me When I scream Hear me? I talk to myself Discuss my situation Asking myself Is this fair Is it? I try to find An answer But it seems It all gets worse Hear me When I scream Hear me? I feel like crying In the dark All alone Screaming While a plane takes off Talking to walls So cold and naked Tell me what to do I can't do this Hear me When I scream Hear me?

part 41. ____________________ Michael went to the studio with her, the director approached them. ?Where were you yesterday?? he asked, but not as harsh as Jody feared this would come out from him. ?I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left like this, it was after the last scene we did, I felt a bit weird, so I hurried home, I feared for my baby? she lied, this was an easier way to say it. ?Its okay chick, we were tired anyway? one of the actors said, the man who would be playing the part of the one to take her new born baby away from Stacy. ?Hey Billy!? she told him smiling. ?And you're Michael Jackson I take? the director told him, reaching his hand out to Michael, Michael shook it ?I was last time I checked? Michael joked. ?You can stay all day if you like? the director offered, Michael smiled. ?Thanks! I would like to see what is taking up my wife's time? he said, looking at her talking with Billy, practising a line she kept on screwing up with ?If you take her, I'll kill you? she said, and Billy laughed at her. ?It's a he, a HE? he told her, Jody nodded. ?If you take me, I'll kill her? she said, Billy just shook her head ?Oh shoot? Jody said kicking the floor with her foot, they both laughed. Jody clutched her hospital dress, she was in makeup also, she looked sweaty, and she had mascara down her cheeks. ?This hurts!? she yelled as if in huge pain. She screamed, she remembered her last birth, oh god, she missed Hope. Here were doctors around Stacy, one between her legs ready for when the baby was coming. ?The head is coming!? she announced ?Stop it, stop it!!!? Stacy cried in pain. ?Push, come on!? the doctor holding her hand said. ?No, I don't!!? she screamed. A little later the scene ended. Jody and Michael had sat down at a table to get something to drink. She wiped her brow and took a deep breath. ?It looked very real? he complimented her, she smiled weakly. ?It's a bit exhausting, but thanks? she said uncertain. ?Michael? ?Jody? they said to each other on the exact same time, Jody started giggling. ?You go first? she said and eh did so ?I knew you were talented, but seeing you doing that scene really blew me away, I mean it looked so real, and I've been present at a few births? he said, she smiled at him. ?Please don't say that? she said, she seemed so shy. ?Why, it was just a compliment? he told her smiling. ?I just get sick of people complimenting me, it feels wrong? she said. ?But can I tell you what I was gonna say?? she hurried to say. ?Of course? he said, she watched him playing with the plastic cup, she felt weird seeing him with a plastic cup? seriously, it was Michael Jackson ?It feels nice having you here today, thank you? she said, and it was true. ?Hey, I was planning on visiting you at work sometime soon anyway!? he said smiling at her. ?So, is it what you expected?? she said, she saw the next scene was ready soon. ?You really seem to be having a great time? he told her, he was happy for her. ?I am, but gosh I won't ever do something like this again, I'm tired, and we haven't done that many scenes yet, I mean we can't do the rest until the baby is born? Jody explained. ?Sorry Mr Jackson, I gotta steal her, or her baby that is? Bill joked, Jody giggled at that. ?Remember the sex of the baby!? Michael reminded her, she smiled at him. ?Yup, it's a boy? she chirped in Stacy's accent She did her best in the scene, where they took the newborn baby out of her arms. When the scene was done she dried her tears with the back of her hand, she sniffed, she just couldn't stop crying. Michael hurried over to her and gave her a huge warm hug. ?I, I miss Hope? she stammered, she was reminded of the baby she lost. He ran a hand over her hair. ?So do I? he said, people crowded around, for some reason they were all curious to see what was up. Michael took her away; they found a more private aria , he sat her down on the couch and sat next to her. ?I'm such a fool? she said in her tears. ?No you're not? he said rubbing her shoulder. She clutched the hospital dress, a part of her costume. ?Yes I am, to say yes to this film, I knew the script? she said sniffing, but that was useless. ?Jody we talked about this, it was me who pushed you into this? he said, she shook her head ?I wanted to do this, I believed I was strong enough? Michael? what if we lose this one too? she said, looking up at him with her big wet eyes. He took a hold of both her hands and told her, looking into her eyes. ?We won't, I promise you that? ?Please don't say that? she said crying harder. He put her head on his chest and put a hand on her hair. ?You can't promise this, no one can, what if this will happen every time we try? she sobbed ?The doctors would have told you? he said taking care of her, a few people had come in the room, but they had heard the conversation and stopped dead in their tracks. ?I think the doctors thought I killed her? she said crying. ?Jody, don't say that, I was so scared for you then, I thought I had lost you? he said, now he had tears in his eyes too. ?What if it was my fault? she said, her body felt so weak. ?It wasn't, it wasn't? he repeated to her, she cuddled up to him. ?oh there you are, we need you for the next scene? the director told them, then he saw the two of them sitting close, crying. ?oh I'm sorry, is everything alright? he asked concerned. Jody sat up and dried her eyes, she nodded. ?yes, everything is perfectly alright?? she went in and did next scene, right after the birth Stacy got high, it was her only way to feel better, but this caused her death?

part 40 _________________ Some months had passed and Jody was working on the film, she would leave early and come home late. She came home, she still had all her makeup on, Michael got a small shock seeing her, she had bags under her eyes, her skin was more grey than any other shade, her lipstick was black and her eye makeup was dark, she had mascara down her cheek from the last scene she had done. ?Hey Michael? she said sounding tired, she laid down on the couch right away, putting a hand on her big belly, she patted it. ?Jody I think you forgot something? he told her sitting down on the chair next to the couch ?Huh?? she asked tired taking a deep breath. ?You're supposed to take off the makeup, before you leave the studio? he teased her, she took a deep breath. ?Oh right? she said, not caring to do anything about it. ?Are you alright?? he asked her concerned ?Yeah sure? she said reaching out for the remote to the TV. ?JODY!? he yelled at her, she stared at him in shock. ?What?? she said tired turning on the TV. ?You are not alright, what happened?? he said with worry in his voice ?I was supposed to be shooting another scene right now actually? she said, still tired ?Then what are you doing here? he said brushing a hand over her hair. ?It was just one of the scenes, I couldn't stand being there anymore? she said absent ?Come on Jody, we're supposed to be able to talk about anything? he said caressing her cheek. ?What was the scene about? he asked her nicely, she just stared at the TV ?why aint there every anything good on TV? she said out in the room. ?Jody, come on, I only wish to help you? he said, now she seemed to wake up a little. ?Oh sorry?? she said looking up at him. ?it was a scene where Stacy is flirting with a guy to get some money, or just a place to stay right?? she said, Michael looked at her. ?What then? he led her on, ready to comfort her ?He got her drunk, and had his way with her?? she explained ?I got so scared? she said, a tear rolled down her face. Michael sat down on the floor and caressed her cheek. ?I'm so sorry? he said sincerely ?I thought I could handle this, I mean it's just an act, and the actor is really nice, we've got a good bond? she babbled ?You don't have t take that scene over, do you?? he asked her, looking at her eyes, her face with all that makeup scared him. She shook her head. ?They said we did an excellent job, they say they'll use this one? she told him ?That's good? he said encouraging. She just took a deep breath, her eyes found the TV again ?Buy they new vacuum cleaner, we promise you full satisfaction? some bimbo told her. ?Oh shut up? she told the TV. Michael laughed at her and looked at the commercial. ?Hey, how's our baby?? Michael asked her smiling. ?Fine, it's kicking like crazy sometimes? she said rubbing her belly, she was wearing a T-shirt saying ?daddy, I'm yours? she smiled at him, a beautiful smile despite the makeup. ?Why don't you go out and get rid of the makeup? And we'll have a cosy evening all of us, the children too? Michael told her, she sat up ?Alright!? she said. When she was back they were all sitting on the couch but when the children saw Jody they ran over to her ?Mommy? they said trying to hug her all of the same time. She felt like it had been ages since she had seen them. ?Hey, hey? she said cheerfully, very happy to see them too. ?So what are we gonna watch tonight?? Michael said, putting his hands together, everyone sat on the couch. ?I have an idea, what about Peter Pan?? Jody suggested. ?I love Peter Pan? mommy Paris said moving closer to her. ?is everyone up for that?? Michael asked, everyone said yes ?but what about the baby?? Blanket asked his dad, followed by a giggle from most of them. Jody put a hand on her belly and asked ?do you want to watch Peter Pan too?? Blanket looked at her belly. ?it said yes? she told him.

part 12 _____________________________ Rose stayed in Michael's room until late that night? She had just gone back to her room and she crept to bed silently, hoping not to wake up Estelle. Suddenly she felt dumbstruck, just as she had almost fallen asleep; she clapped one hand over her mouth ?My first real time? she thought in head, oh wow! She stayed up all of that night. In the morning Estelle finally woke up ?Where the bashizzle where you last night?? she said when she had finally woken up for real. Rose laughed at her way of swearing, she knew who that was referring to? ?No where?? she said innocently, but her acting didn't fool Estelle. ?You and Mikey? you know?? Estelle said, she could see how Rose was blushing ?Oh you did!? Estelle chirped. Rose blushed even more ?It was my first time, you know, where I really wanted it?? she said, this would sound odd. ?You 2 did use protection, right?? she asked, sounding motherly. ?I think we did? it was all a bit blurry at first?? she explained. Estelle hurried over to her handbag and threw Rose a package ?What is this?? Rose asked, she honestly didn't know ?The morning after pills, in case you he didn't wear protection? Estelle explained. ?Go on, swallow it, silly? Estelle told her seriously. Rose went out to the bathroom and got a cup of water, she read the instructions, she started thinking, oh gosh! They had forgotten all about this? But she had second thoughts? she had always wanted to be a mommy? but on the other hand, one scandal caused by her would be enough. She swallowed the pill and took a deep breath. ?Hey, we're gonna be late? Estelle called out. ?Oh ok? Rose replied and combed her hair in a hurry, she got out and ran to get dressed. All the girls were gathered, Today Michael would inform them about the task they had today ?Good morning? he said followed by a good morning from all the girls in union ?Today you will be split in 2 teams and you have to go around the house and property to find clues to in the end, when the bell rings tell us the word the clues will lead you to. You need to work together? Michael said and the host Caspar finished off ?The winning team will have a spa treatment this afternoon? and for the losers, you don't want to lose this! Everyone on the losing team will have their most embarrassing truths told on live TV and in front of Michael too? most of the girls were terribly shocked, you could see what they were thinking ?Don't make me lose, don't make me lose please!? Rose was one of the few who didn't have much to worry about. And the teams were: Estelle, Zaina, Veronica and Tatiana and Rose's team was Sabine Jody and Jauqline it didn't seem like a coincidence from the producers? The 2 groups went out to start looking for the clues, followed by cameramen ?Let's start looking in the kitchen, shall we?? Rose suggested nicely ?Yeah right, so you can reminisce on the kiss you and Michael shared there, right?? Sabine snorted. How did she know? Couldn't she even trust Veronica anymore? ?You've kissed him in every room of the house haven't you?? Sabine said and giggled ?No actually not? Rose answered giggling too ?we never kissed in the bathroom? Rose joked, the girls got all confused. SCORE! she thought inside herself They went down to the kitchen, and there they found the first clue, Jauqline went over to take it, she read it out loud ?This will never wear black? it said. ?And what is that supposed to mean?? Jody asked putting a finger on her chin, doing some pose ?I don't know, let's move on? Sabine said, it was clear she was in charge? damn They walked out to the garden, near the lilies they found another clue it said ?She will tear your heart apart? Sabine read out loud ?That rhymes!? Jody said, for some reason Rose had a laugh inside herself over their behaviour. ?Oh yeah it does? Rose said, trying hard not to sound sarcastically. ?Oh yeah you would know, it's you who writes poems, right?? Sabine asked her, sounding almost nice. ?Yeah, I write poetry? Rose answered nicely, she preferred the word Poetry, it felt, well different, and much more poetic ?Written any lately?? Jody asked her, Rose just smiled ?Actually I have? she said as they walked inside again. ?Come on, recite it, please!? Sabine said, hoping for another victory ?Well it's in a way personal? Rose said, trying to remember it all ?Please?? Sabine said making puppy eyes ?Ok? she replied you asked for it Rose thought inside herself When she was only halfway through the girls stopped to listen to it, you could see they were moved by the poem. When she was done she started walking to the living room, they were going there to look for the next clue ?That was be-beautiful? Sabine said, she seemed dumbstruck that little ?drama queen? Rose actually had a talent she couldn't beat Rose saw the clue and read it out loud, she felt a bit uncomfortable. ?She will grow if not, she will die? she read out loud, how could any of this make sense? The bell rang. Time was up, they had to get back, to tell what they had figured out. ?Would you do it for us?? Jody asked Rose, Rose smiled ?Sure, I'll think of something? she said, inside she was biting her nails. ?we think it's a rose? Veronica said smiling. ?and what about you?? Caspar asked Rose's group ?love? Rose said, feeling like fainting, now she saw how it made sense, it had to be a rose. ?I'm sorry Rose you are wrong, team A is the winners? Caspar said, the team was happy and delighted. But Rose's team were frightened. ?Okay, we will start with Jauqline? Caspar said, everyone turned to look at the screen, they even had footage. ?When Jauqline was younger, her way of making money was flirting with guys, and she would then steal their money and run? they were all told. Jauqline bit her lip. ?and now it's Jodalyn? he said, pictures from her porn model career came up, on this version it wasn't censured ?she used t work as a nude model and was proud of it? Jody shifted her feet, threw back her head, looking like she didn't care. ?Rose? he said, Rose looked at Michael first, then at the screen. ?Has been admitted to mental hospital for a suicide attempt? an ugly picture of her in hospital clothes, messy hair and wrapped wrists came up. Rose swallowed. Everybody felt uncomfortable about this. Jody looked at her wrist and found the scar she sighed ?And now, finally Sabine? the host said. ?did everything she could to get a dancing career, yet no one thought she could dance? everyone started giggling from the tape being shown. The winning team headed off to get their Spa massages, Michael winked Rose over to him, she walked over to him, her feet felt heavy. ?I'm sorry for this? he said, everyone was leaving by now. ?Michael we've got a meeting? Caspar said ?Give me a break ok? Michael said a little harshly ?I have to talk to Rose first? he explained, Caspar didn't even answer that, he just left the room. ?I'm so sorry you went that far, so young? he said, he didn't really know what to say. ?there's so much about me you don't know? she said with hurt in her voice.

again I'm just playing around... it sorta sucks

Running Running like crazy I won't come back No, never I won't even look back I don't know where I will stay tonight Just anywhere But home Please Don't let anyone see me Recognise me They would call my family And I'd be stuck In an even worse hell Daddy's never there anyway He's forgotten my name My mom wouldn't care If she even know By now That I aint at home She's so busy With her own stuff I'm only 9 But I'm a big girl I can manage on my own I can sleep under a bridge There the rain Won't soak me That was what she thought In the morning She was cold Her mom was crying Her little angel was gone Daddy came home He screamed He missed her Little Claris Poor little girl Walks around In a busy city Only one shoe It's been a week now Since she left No one's found her So she thinks No one cares She's hungry Cold, sad She sits down on a bench Crying her eyes out A man comes over Sits down Talks to her Comforts her Offers her a job But what kind of job? She has to serve men She will never know How much her parents care Her friends, her teachers They just had a hard time Showing it? Now she's dead